addition...

also. the one who calls me her twin.. is like ignoring me. she goes to dinner with out inviting me. and goes with our other rooomate. last nite she went to a moive.. and didn't even bother telling me. i mean i know im not her mother and i dont wanna know where she is all the time. but an invite, or a hey we are going, would be nice...

they're my best friends right...?

ok.. so back to the whole.. friend letter 8 and number b or what ever i called them.. 

im starting to get mad at them.. i mean i know its in the past.. but im starting to get pissed.. they are supposedly my "best friends" and one of them even calls her self my twin.. i just dont know.. i mean i guess whats really pissing me off is that they are supposed to be my best friends.  they have to realize that they only hear the bad things i say about my mum. why the hell would i complain about her when everything is going swimmingly.. 

one of my friends refuses to go into my mothers house. which is just wrong. its not like my mum is gonna start throwing shit and stuff. shes going to be nice. what problems i have with my mother are problems i have with my mother. my friends shouldn't care.. or realize that it will get better. my friend was like "i like this house better. her mother scares me. i am never going in that house" and now that i look back on it. she didn't even want our parents. my mum and her parents to meet. even though we would be living together. wtf.

im sorry this is so emo. im just starting to get mad at them.