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Saturday, February 21, 2009

life

sometimes life throws you curve balls. i have been fortunate enough to get out there this semester and meet a lot of new people. its amazing. thanks to my friend lindsey for getting me out there. now unfortuantly this also means meeting new guys that i find attractive.. and one of them has pretty much brutaly shot me down.  this is why i protect myself honestly. so i dont feel this way. 

so in tetricks world this knocks my guys count down to 4. wonderful... i think.  but the one i was really into shot me down.. so i guess that will never happen. oh well.. here's to the hurt!  dammit.. i want a shot.

well now i have t, mike, zach, and tree. out of those.. i would date zach and maybe t. i see mike as a friend, and always have from the beginnning. tree, well hes too sporty for me, and lives in dalton. 

so becaues of the new people i have met, they are encouraging me to step out of my comfort zone. im gonna do suicide girls for a bit. tetrick says im better than that but i think it would be fun. at least for a little while, make some extra money.

well i need to go do hw.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

update.

i guess i should update.
i have a crush on two different guys and they couldn't be more different, and yet the same. they are both my stereotype lover.. honestly.. both tall and skinny and kinda emo/punk.

 one is named Zach and is in a band. he plays bass. he is an absolute cutie. tall and skinny. he has shaggy dark brown hair, with a little blond streak in the front. and has a monroe piercing and HE'S A TWIN!!!!!! not that they look anything alike.. well their jaw lines do, but they have very different personalities, and mannerisms. 

the other guy i like is cody. he's a punk. he works for his father at the bar McCrobies. i think i like him better. he has his lip and nose pierced, as well as his ears gauged to like an inch! i totally love playing with his ears.. (that sounds dirty). no i love rubbing the base of them, and he has the friggen softest hair i have ever felt. like seriously. it's amazing. he has the sides shaved and has a big mohawk.  (when he puts it up). [{again that sounds dirty}]. but he's adorable. i love rubbing his head where its shaved. i keep putting him to sleep almost.  and he's 20 but he's like been to a lot of places already, he talks big, but most of it is bs. but i still think he's cute.


MARK OMG FORGOT THAT LOST WAS ON!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry about that. Mark is my boss and is completely obsessed with lost, which is why i was shocked that he forgot it was on.

I have slept with both of them.. not slept slept as in sex. but slept next to them in the bed. both were something else. Zach i found out is a complete boobies man. like is amazed at my boobs, he wanted to fuck them, and because it wasn't hurting me i said yes. he is impressive i must say. cody on the other hand is impressive as well, i don't know exactly but i accidently hit it, and it wasn't tiny. but when i went to sleep with cody, we just curled up together and i put my finger through his ear, (hooked it though) and fell asleep. and he was playing with my hair as well.

thats all i really have to say, I'm talking to both my parents now, intermediately, and am trying to keep up with homework, its insane i swear. i am starting to look and figure out my class schedule for next year and I'm not liking it too much. at least i only have like 6 more cultural events credits to get, unlike Ashton who need likes 20. and he's graduating this year.. i need to find some cultural events that seem interesting to me. honestly nothing this year has really caught my eye.

on the note of soundcheck. i love dakota. he has made soundcheck this year kick ass. honestly. he got us Last november which i am extremely excited for!

whelp thats all i have to say for right now.