hidy ho!

soo im back..

kinda.. i really should be reading something so i can write my abstract.. which means i need to get away from the computer.. blah.. i dont wanna.. ne way.. news..

not much.. the brittany thing is driving me insane.. i went to wallyworld today and was like omg.. i need to read up on my brittany (NOT). and me and my friends just laughed she was like on 50 million bajillion covers. its annoying.. ne who..

found a guy.. pretty sweet. cute guy. kinda geeky.. when i think of him i think of sydney white and "I'm a Dork." yea..

but really sweet none the less i talked about him to my friends and they were like go for it!
he is a pre vet and something else major, with a minor in biology and chem.. smart man.. yea.. and he knows anatomy.. he gave me a massage and it was wonderful..

school

ok.. wow.. its been a while.
im sitting in history right now. a little bored.. oh well
im learning about islam. its pretty intresting. little bored tho thats why im doing this. great.. im gonna fail. oh well.

my sister is comming into town on friday. for sibs and kids weekend. im not quite sure if it is a good thing or not.

but im going to be looking at apartments i believe this weekend, since it is the only weekend i can since i am off. go me!

i work every weekend so blah! oh well its money.

ok i should pay attention ttyl

totally forgot

oops.. i totally forgot to tell you guys about my fight with the door..

i was comming back from doing my mum a favor and put my key into the lock to open the door. and this door has an extra peice on it that makes it stick out like an extra like 4-5 inches. and it totally took off my toe nail.. it hurt like shit... omg later my sister and my mum found my toenail on the porch.. (ew). but yea..

just thought i would share..

i'll put up picks of the door and my toe later..

p.s. dont worry the toe is almost completly healed.. this happened saturday and its almost wednesday now..

boys 2

ok.. no emo this time.. just plain fun!

ok so this was the second time we went on a canopy tour.. which is where you take ziplines througout the rainforest in costa rica.. and i was totally crushing on one of the guys.. like totally.. and didn't do anything about it.. so then when i went again we had some fun.. and i guess when ever i saw him my face lit up and he smiled back at me.. (god i sound like a freaken pre-teen with a first crush).. ne way.. so we get to the end and we all take off our gear, and before i get into the van that will take me back to my hotel i shake my guides hands.. and he is one of them (btw his name.. andres) so i am the last to shake his hand and he pulls me in and kisses me.. i think i blushed.. then kinda ran to the van.. i got in and the door closed and i was caught staring at him.. oops.. he just smiled and laughed.. and waved... and as we were leaving we locked eyes (well the best we could considering i had on sunglasses) eeeeeee... omg and a few times the first time i did this canopy thing.. i totally ended up straddeling him.. accidently.. seriously.. accidently... but he as well bulit.. had a tan, and was just beautiful.. seriously.. *shivers*

oo.. on another note.. i had my first surfing lesson today.. it was fun.. extreemly fun. like i was really afraid that when i got up on the board it wouldnt be like stiff ya know, and it would like bend in the middle, but it didnt. it was really stiff.. i realy wanna practice but where am i gonna find waves in atlanta georgia.. or Rome georgia for that matter.. ga!

but other than that today has been a wonderful day.. i have to take the kids to dinner tonight since the adults are going to a fancy resturant and its for 18 and up..i could go, but i dont feel like dressing up!

Costa Rica

So.. on this trip i am continually reminded that i have no one to share this fabulous vacation with. i mean dont get me wrong i love my grandparents, my aunt, uncle, and two cousions. my brother and sister i love, and my mum.. well some days is a good day others.. not so much.

we went on a sunset tour today, and while it was beautiful i couldn't help but feel alone. i want some one to share things with. even if it they couldnt come on this trip i want to be able to email them and tell them about it and that we should sit out and see a sunset together.

but i am having a grand time.. hoping to get a little sun.. i am sunburnt on my boobs arms and a little on my legs.. my face is fine.. deinfatly darker. i made fun of my grandfather today. he wears sneakers and high socks all the time so his feet are really white along with my grandma's and i stated that their feet were whiter than my legs and it was sad. they agreed. i am soo friggen pale. but oh well. i have been sitting out every day i have been here trying to get a tan. i need a new bathing suit so i can get a differnt tan line. but it is soo hard to find a bathing suit (2-peice) that looks good, i dont want a skanky kind where the top is soo small you are falling out. i don't mind showing off a little skin but come on!

oo in other news i accepted a bet against my grandfather. he said he would pay me 10 bucks for every pound i lost, but i have to hit 20. and if i loose more weight than that, i get even more money. this is becaues i have been complainging about my boobs and not being able to wear some really cute things becaues they are so big and make me look fat. but yea.. i have from when i get off this vacation till i believe july 4th.. to lose 20 pounds.. i really hope i can do it.

ne way. i went on a sea-do today. it was alot of fun i went yesterday with my brother sister and cousin. my sister grabbed on to me for dear life it was amusing. i tried to throw her off but i realized if i threw her off then i would go as well. oh well. today i went with my brother, aunt uncle and cousin. it was great i got up to 56 mph! and got some major air. this vacation is lovely. the drinks are free.. hella and i can drink! not that i am getting drunk all the time.. mum would be on my ass faster than a kid with sugar..

oh well my half hour is almost up.. i am sitting in the internet cafe and it slike 2$ for 15 min and 3.50$ for a half hour.. i think i should be good and get off.. i'll be back laters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boys suck

soo..
im sitting in speech class right now.. listening to informative speechs.. well kinda listening.. i have been preoccupied with the computer in front of me. i mean hell im typing this.. gahh.. well i think my teacher is calling class early becaues she has to go to pittsburg for going a funeral.. and i dont have class on thursday thank friggen god.. im excited.. my chem professor is not going to be here as well.. however he is being an ass and making us come to class none the less.. but he pushed back the paper

HELL YEA!

ne way... why are boys such asses... honestly.. i have been basically telling this guy since like the beginning of this year that i like him.. and i finally got it out of him that he has no intentions of dating.. or looking at me as anything other than a friend.. but he was hugging me, and hanging on me, and he kissed me as well. i just didnt know what to think.. he just confused the hell out of me...

so i went and talked to him afterwards.. and basically told him i was happy that i found out before i could really get hut thank god.. and i left.. leigh took me to wa ho.. it was nice..

shelly is leaving im sad about that.. but oh well. i understand why she is leaving. i wish she wasnt tho.. but she wants nothing to do with jason... he is an ass. but she looked out for me.. like i shared with her what the guy said to me and she was like do not mope.. dont show him that you are sad.. or anything.. and i havent so its all ok.. not like i would have cried anyway.. but i am seriously thinking about looking around for a girl.. i have had enough with boys.. i say that.. but meh.. i watched afi-i heard a voice.. and it cheeered me up. i sang along with every song it was amazing.. and when i get out of tv production i am going to go to wally world with leigh and we are going to get out nails done it is pretty spiffy...

then i think i am goign to watch nightmare before christmas...

oh buggar

ok, so i am sitting here in television production class.. and he is teaching us how to upload a video and change it to flash... kinda intresting but it is taking forever to load..
i have been having some really weird dreams lately.. its kinda scary.. like dreams about my wedding..and there was a certian guy in it.. and i really dont care for him.. its strange..i havent been having really weird stuff before i go to bed so i have no idea what it is..

ne way.. we are messing around with i-movie and i kinda really dont wanna mess arond with it im watching scott do everything. its intresting.. but

omg this weekend me and jenn are going to go out and take pictures this weekend go on like an adventure. pretty cool... i think im gonna try and get out a camera.. so we can tape us running around taking pictures.. i am also gonna get it out later and me leigh and jenn and we are gonna do like a dance thingie.. pretty fun.. its going to be going onto youtube.. i think we are gonna dance to walk it out and some others.. pretty fun..

well i should really be paying attention... byes!