what the hell

this blog is fucking random

Sunday, June 22, 2008

crap crap crappity...

sooo...
i bought tickets to see rancid.. fave band in the fucking world.. seriously.. and its in the sketch part of town.. but who cares... however i really dont wanna go down there alone.. my cousin was supposed to come with me and now im looking for someone to come with me....so anyone who likes/loves rancid.. text me... or catch me on this and let me know.. its about 25$ for the tix...

Sunday, May 4, 2008

addition...

also. the one who calls me her twin.. is like ignoring me. she goes to dinner with out inviting me. and goes with our other rooomate. last nite she went to a moive.. and didn't even bother telling me. i mean i know im not her mother and i dont wanna know where she is all the time. but an invite, or a hey we are going, would be nice...

they're my best friends right...?

ok.. so back to the whole.. friend letter 8 and number b or what ever i called them.. 

im starting to get mad at them.. i mean i know its in the past.. but im starting to get pissed.. they are supposedly my "best friends" and one of them even calls her self my twin.. i just dont know.. i mean i guess whats really pissing me off is that they are supposed to be my best friends.  they have to realize that they only hear the bad things i say about my mum. why the hell would i complain about her when everything is going swimmingly.. 

one of my friends refuses to go into my mothers house. which is just wrong. its not like my mum is gonna start throwing shit and stuff. shes going to be nice. what problems i have with my mother are problems i have with my mother. my friends shouldn't care.. or realize that it will get better. my friend was like "i like this house better. her mother scares me. i am never going in that house" and now that i look back on it. she didn't even want our parents. my mum and her parents to meet. even though we would be living together. wtf.

im sorry this is so emo. im just starting to get mad at them.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

on a most random note

soo new band.. pretty cool. tokio hotel. pretty wicket..

found out jade puget had a helping hand with their song ready set go.. pretty wicked..

checked them out long before that, but yea... 

so started looking at pics.. couldnt figure out "its" gender

musically- it sounds both like a guy and girl

physically- hair like a girl, stands like a girl, face little masculin, more feminie, and more make up than jeffree star....

verdict.. i thought a girl..

i was wrong.. 

his name is bill... go figure... 

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

WANTED: NEW FEMALE FRIENDS.. no wait..

ok.. so if you read the previous blog you know i am sick as fuck. the nurses and docs still dont really know waht the hell i have.. kinda pisses me off. im going through a case of water every two days the anti-biotics arent working.. and tissues.. god didn't make enough of them. at least the ones i can get my hands on any way.

but the reason for this blog.. becaues i am mad.. but not really mad enough becaues im sick and all my energy right now is going towards writing this blog and staying up.

waht im about to do is copy and paste a previous convo i had with a friend here. caues i really cannot type it all again toinght i'll pass out..

what happened was.. at the beginning of this semester i had plans for moving off campus. i planed to move with a friend of mine named number C. well about 2-3 weeks ago my other friend letter 8 was freaking out caues she didnt have a place to stay. so we invied her to join our happy little group becaues now we could save even more money.

well wed of last week, they mentioned that they were worried that my mother would not pay her part of the rent. which my mother never said she wouldnt. so they thought up that they (number c and letter 8) would get a town house and i would rent by myself for the year. it was just a thought.

well come to find out this weekend their parents got together and decided that thats what they were going to do. no phone call to my mum about their worries or concerns. no telling me untill they got back sunday that thats what they were going to do.

even then i thought i had a little while to possibly change their minds. but no. letter 8's mum came up today and turned in the application for the townhouse today.

basically they kicked me out.

i know i should be angry at them but right now im too sick and tired to be angry.they should have called my mum if they had any qualms what so ever. but they didn't they acted like 5 yr olds.

soo yea. just ticked me off. and i have been sick since thrus. they are hiding behind the fact that they were worried that my mum wouldn't pay and that they were getting stressed. did they not think that i was getting stressed as well. and the fault lies with them becaues they didnt call or have any contact with my mother at all. if they had called and my mother had told them to fuck off or just ignored them i could understand. but she was more than willing to talk to them. gahh..

i know this sounds like a rant.. and it is. i just had to get it out becaues i cant complain to my 2bff's caues they are part of the problem.

so i have come to this concusion. i need new female friends. i think i only have one that i consider a really good friend.. and even then i hardly see her. i talk to about 3 or 4 others and thats it. the rest of my friends are guys, and have been since like 6th grade. i love them seriously.

ok the computer is blurring in front of me.. i need sleep.. good night good night parting is such sweet sorrow that i shall have to say good night till it be marrow.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

sick

sooo..
im freaken sick and it sucks. i had a 101.3 degree temp last night.. and right now im airing out my room caues it was all stuffy and shite.. i just had a big bowl of soup..it was lovely. im worried about school tho. i have like 5 papers due this week and i was going to write them yestday and today, but i cannot concentrate.. even this is hard to do.

ne way. i should go to the studio and trying and find my show on the computer.. but meh.. i'll do it monday or something.. gahh.. i dont feel well.. this is the first time i have been sick, like really sick since i left home.. even then i never got really really sick. i always go through phases. i never am too sick. i can always function. and now i cant its awful. gahhh..

im sorry if this is a bit confusing my brain is a little befuddled and stuff. im tryting to catch my bad grammar but something is doesnt happen. im gonna go now just thought i would say something.

Monday, February 25, 2008

what to say...

what to say what to say what to say..

a lot has happened..

so this semster i got my own television show.. (pretty neat-o). and its called SoundCheck. I get a bunch of bands from around the state to come and perform.. you know what it would probly be easier to copy and paste the asking letter....

Hello,

My name is Rain. I go to Berry College and I produce a television show called SoundCheck. I get different bands from around the state to come to the Berry College Studio and perform. The performance then gets put onto a dvd and is shown around campus, it is also put up on youtube.com.

I am asking if you would like to be a part of this. The show is filmed bi-weekly. I am trying to set up a list for the next two months. I would need a band to play Wednesday March 12 or Friday March 14 (We can film either Wednesday or Friday) , March 26 or March 28, April 9 or April 11, and April 23 or April 25.

I am giving you guys a heads up because I know people work and would need to ask off work. We film from 4:30 pm till 5:30pm I would like the band to show up around 3:30pm so we can do a soundcheck for the mics and instruments.

I will be doing this again in the fall, so if your bad cannot do it any of those weeks, but would still like to be a part of the show just drop me a line and let me know.

If you want to do the show, within the message leave me a contact number and an email address so I can get in contact with you faster than myspace.com. I would also like a list of band members and what instruments they play. An email address is very important because I have a list of equipment that I have on hand to use, and I would like to know what you have and what you would need us to get.

Thanks a lot. I look forward to working with you.

Rain


soo yea that went out to like 8-10 bands..and i got an overwhelming responce.. pretty neat.. like within like less than 24 hours. soo now i am booked for the rest of the semester..

if you wanna check me out... youtube.com/vikingvision1

yep yep.. well i have to make a binder full of shit for the bands! ttyl...

rain