boys suck

soo..
im sitting in speech class right now.. listening to informative speechs.. well kinda listening.. i have been preoccupied with the computer in front of me. i mean hell im typing this.. gahh.. well i think my teacher is calling class early becaues she has to go to pittsburg for going a funeral.. and i dont have class on thursday thank friggen god.. im excited.. my chem professor is not going to be here as well.. however he is being an ass and making us come to class none the less.. but he pushed back the paper

HELL YEA!

ne way... why are boys such asses... honestly.. i have been basically telling this guy since like the beginning of this year that i like him.. and i finally got it out of him that he has no intentions of dating.. or looking at me as anything other than a friend.. but he was hugging me, and hanging on me, and he kissed me as well. i just didnt know what to think.. he just confused the hell out of me...

so i went and talked to him afterwards.. and basically told him i was happy that i found out before i could really get hut thank god.. and i left.. leigh took me to wa ho.. it was nice..

shelly is leaving im sad about that.. but oh well. i understand why she is leaving. i wish she wasnt tho.. but she wants nothing to do with jason... he is an ass. but she looked out for me.. like i shared with her what the guy said to me and she was like do not mope.. dont show him that you are sad.. or anything.. and i havent so its all ok.. not like i would have cried anyway.. but i am seriously thinking about looking around for a girl.. i have had enough with boys.. i say that.. but meh.. i watched afi-i heard a voice.. and it cheeered me up. i sang along with every song it was amazing.. and when i get out of tv production i am going to go to wally world with leigh and we are going to get out nails done it is pretty spiffy...

then i think i am goign to watch nightmare before christmas...

oh buggar

ok, so i am sitting here in television production class.. and he is teaching us how to upload a video and change it to flash... kinda intresting but it is taking forever to load..
i have been having some really weird dreams lately.. its kinda scary.. like dreams about my wedding..and there was a certian guy in it.. and i really dont care for him.. its strange..i havent been having really weird stuff before i go to bed so i have no idea what it is..

ne way.. we are messing around with i-movie and i kinda really dont wanna mess arond with it im watching scott do everything. its intresting.. but

omg this weekend me and jenn are going to go out and take pictures this weekend go on like an adventure. pretty cool... i think im gonna try and get out a camera.. so we can tape us running around taking pictures.. i am also gonna get it out later and me leigh and jenn and we are gonna do like a dance thingie.. pretty fun.. its going to be going onto youtube.. i think we are gonna dance to walk it out and some others.. pretty fun..

well i should really be paying attention... byes!