daddy dearist

soo... im not talking to my father.. i want to. but its too awkward. i dont really know waht to say.... i mean i love him.. but im kinda pissed.. i know he wants me to grow up.. but to drop this all on me kinda sucks..  i dont know how to handle it. mum says i need to just call him and talk to him. i dont know if i can. i mean i would feel llike hes my kid and im asking him how his day is going and how was work. it just seems awkward... 

conversation goes two ways.. 

on other news..

omg michael moncreif is fucking hott..seriously he has no idea that he has like a fan club of people at the studio.

i dont know what else to say.. 

oo yea my computer is in the shop.. gahh.. my harddrive went kaput.. fucking hell..right in the beginning of school when i need it the most.. fuck.. seriously.. ne way.. thats all 

o!

i need afi and rancid to release their new albums and for my bff's to stop ignoring me!