i had no idea how, just found out through the rumor mill of my moms friends that he had died at his girlfriends house in his sleep. didn't really think anything of it. i couldnt believe it.. Little bobby. seriously.
a day later my brother informs me that it was oxycotton, and he couldn't breath while sleeping. i still didn't want to believe it.
but tonight, my mum went to this thing that some parents were throwing for his parents. mum went. i didnt go, maybe i should have. i'll be attending his funeral tomarrow.
this reminds me of when russel died.. i didnt know what to do or what to say. when stephen told me over the phone, i felt nothing. zach came over and i broke down. it was so hard to attend the funeral, i might have lost touch with him after middle school, but i would see him from time to time at stephens partys, and we would talk. i loved seeing color blind perform. russel was amazing. he died on my b-day 2006
i just saw the curious life of benjamin button. i ment to go to a movie to forget about bobby, so i could deal with his death later.. obviously that didnt happen. the love story was good, and sadening, but it started out with death.. and ended with death.
it makes you realize that life is precious.. and remember that.
also never listen to bloc party
