WANTED: NEW FEMALE FRIENDS.. no wait..

ok.. so if you read the previous blog you know i am sick as fuck. the nurses and docs still dont really know waht the hell i have.. kinda pisses me off. im going through a case of water every two days the anti-biotics arent working.. and tissues.. god didn't make enough of them. at least the ones i can get my hands on any way.

but the reason for this blog.. becaues i am mad.. but not really mad enough becaues im sick and all my energy right now is going towards writing this blog and staying up.

waht im about to do is copy and paste a previous convo i had with a friend here. caues i really cannot type it all again toinght i'll pass out..

what happened was.. at the beginning of this semester i had plans for moving off campus. i planed to move with a friend of mine named number C. well about 2-3 weeks ago my other friend letter 8 was freaking out caues she didnt have a place to stay. so we invied her to join our happy little group becaues now we could save even more money.

well wed of last week, they mentioned that they were worried that my mother would not pay her part of the rent. which my mother never said she wouldnt. so they thought up that they (number c and letter 8) would get a town house and i would rent by myself for the year. it was just a thought.

well come to find out this weekend their parents got together and decided that thats what they were going to do. no phone call to my mum about their worries or concerns. no telling me untill they got back sunday that thats what they were going to do.

even then i thought i had a little while to possibly change their minds. but no. letter 8's mum came up today and turned in the application for the townhouse today.

basically they kicked me out.

i know i should be angry at them but right now im too sick and tired to be angry.they should have called my mum if they had any qualms what so ever. but they didn't they acted like 5 yr olds.

soo yea. just ticked me off. and i have been sick since thrus. they are hiding behind the fact that they were worried that my mum wouldn't pay and that they were getting stressed. did they not think that i was getting stressed as well. and the fault lies with them becaues they didnt call or have any contact with my mother at all. if they had called and my mother had told them to fuck off or just ignored them i could understand. but she was more than willing to talk to them. gahh..

i know this sounds like a rant.. and it is. i just had to get it out becaues i cant complain to my 2bff's caues they are part of the problem.

so i have come to this concusion. i need new female friends. i think i only have one that i consider a really good friend.. and even then i hardly see her. i talk to about 3 or 4 others and thats it. the rest of my friends are guys, and have been since like 6th grade. i love them seriously.

ok the computer is blurring in front of me.. i need sleep.. good night good night parting is such sweet sorrow that i shall have to say good night till it be marrow.